Legerdemain (131 of 365)

Day 131 of the 365 day poem challenge.

Word of the day legerdemain meaning "an illusory feat."

Legerdemain 

I would say that there is little for you to gain in reading this poem

Please do not read any further

These are thoughts spilled on a page

This is a mess 

This is messy and broken and oily and imperfect

Please you're embarrassing me

This has my name on it

I write like a toddler

Did you know that?

Do you want to know anymore

Are you hoping to get to the secret of this poem

This is not a poem this is a waste of time

This is monotony and you have nothing better to do

And you'll read this in two seconds and it took me only twice that to write it 

Four seconds isn't much

But why waste it stop please

I don't want you to read or know this

It's empty hollow 

My head is filled with one lonely whining voice now it is on this page 

The narrator is a construct

I am a construct and I am blurring reading and writing and you are buying into that aren't you

Don't read this

Don't read this

Don't read any further 

I learned repetition is a good way to get your point across

Do you like the swaying in and out

Did you notice how some lines go on and on and some thoughts 

Meander and curves and then

Some 

Don't.